If u were still here

I sit here and wonder,
How it could be.
If you never left,
And were still here with me.

My life wouldn't be a mess,
It would be in one piece.
I wouldn't have all these emotions,
That I need to release.

I'd be in your arms,
Right about now.
So no one could harm
Neither you nor I.

You were my savior,
And heavens above.
I'd be feeling you,
And all of your love.

But I guess this can't be,
I mean...
You are there,
I am here.
You love her,
And don't love me.