If u only knew

All this pain I'm feeling
won't go away
I don't know how to stop it
I don't know what to say.

All this hurt I am causing
is breaking me in two
I don't know why I'm doing it
...especially to you.

I feel like I'm being torn
in two different ways
and every time I'm with you
it breaks my heart more each day.

I look into your eyes
to see the love they hold
I look for the answers
that are never told.

I wish this wasn't so hard
telling my feelings to you
but I don't know how you'd react,
I don't know what you'd do.

I'm sorry about all of this
all the pain I've put you through
I wish I could tell you my feelings
I only wish you knew.