Why??

Why do you continue to hurt me?
Why do I have to feel all this pain?
Why do you continue to mentally beat me?

Do you like hurting me?
Is your actions realized?
Are you blind to all that I have given you?

You don't stop to think.
You don't stop to notice what you are doing to me.
Do you care?
Is there anything in this world that you truly love?

STOP PLEASE!!!

All I wanted for you as happiness.
All I wanted to do was to protect you.
And yet you just spit into my face.

I finally have enough courage to stop you.
I have failed.
I am weak.
You knew I was.
I am quiet.
You knew I was.

All day I wish you would die.
All day I wish you knew what pain you have caused me.
All day I wish you could switch with me and notice what I go through.

And yet.... It all would be a waste of time.
You never have liked me.
You never had true friends.
I was the only one you could talk to, but you just brushed me aside!

Why do I have to feel the guilt?
Whey do I have to continually cry?
Why do I have to think I have failed?

Goodbye forever. This is what you have wanted all along... Goodbye.