A Secret Love

My dear friend I love you so,
it's not my fault but you can't know.
I wish I could tell you how I feel,
but bad things will happen if it gets out.

Oh how I wish people understood,
understood what's inside of me.
As I sit here, I wonder...
Is it worth it? Do you feel the same?

I love your smile, I love your hugs;
your kisses I have yet to taste.
In the beginning we were just friends,
but I thought about you more and more.

It's weird how when we first met.
we never hung out, we never talked;
just exchanged glances in the hall,
every now and then...

And now, four years later
there's more to it;
we talk and hangout during school,
a phone call here and there.

I want to hangout other then in school,
then maybe I can figure out,
if this feeling is true;
or maybe I just have a crush on you!