I can't believe i lost you. It really feels like yesterday that you were holding me. but i realize that it wasn't yesterday. it was a long time ago. and I'm still holding on. i keep waiting for the day you run up and hug me. when you come to pick me up and hold me in your arms again. because i keep thinking we're in love. and we are..but not with each other anymore. i still love you. but you love her. and what really hurts..is knowing that she loves you back. but i know i could treat you better. i did treat you better. you were mine. and i was yours.and we loved each other. but now things have changed and I'm just not sure I'm ready to admit it... not ready to face the truth. because I'm afraid of the truth. but the truth is, that you really love her... and maybe even more than you loved me...
