How You Left Things

You Don't Look At Consequences
Only Pleasures You See
Not Thinking After Another
How Things Were Remain to Be

Haven't Noticed You Hurt Me
Dreadful Ways After The Next
Leaving Me To Cry Day After Day
Leaving Things So Complex

I Will Continue To Hide
Behind My Windows Curtain
Until You Gain My Trust
Until I Know Your Certain

My Tears Can Hide Behind Another
Until My Life is Safe
So They Wont Have To See
Pain From My Fair Skin's Chafe

Or The Blood I Shed
From My Own Hands
With My Own Razorblade
Until No More Pain Demands

I Write This In My Diary
So When You Become Clean
You Can See How I Hurt Myself
Until Your Face Turns Green

I Even Took Photos
So You Can Suffer Pain
My Flesh, My Wounds
A Lesson From Your Cocaine

You Were A Slave To Addiction
As I Was To Pain And Hell
Except I Haven't Moved On
So Now My Story I Can Tell

Don't Resist To Close Your Eyes
Or Even Close My Life
Within These Very Pages
Is The Beginning Of Our Strife