I smile on the outside. But what you don't know is that I'm crying on the inside. I have been hurting for so long. My life has been nothing but a lie, it's all wrong. I ask myself why didn't I just commit suicide? Why it's because I'm afraid to die. I'm trapped in a strange dark world. Nothing else matters anymore. My heart is full of pain and sorrow. My soul is empy and hollow. The pain is suffocating me, sucking the life out of me. I'm no longer living cause I'm slowly dying. I have no one else to blame but myself. My world is upside down. Can you help me turn it back around?
