I've Tried

I can't tell you how I feel
I am scared you don't feel this way
No matter what I do, these feelings wont go away
I just want to tell you, when I say I love you, it's real
There's so much I could tell you
I could let you know the truth
But I can't and I wont
For fear of being shot down by you
There's many reasons why, at night I sit and cry
But those reasons are mine, the fact still remains
I'm in love with you
In the future it may go away
The feelings I have for you
But I am only living for today
I feel there's so much that could happen
If I were to let you know
How I feel inside, I don't want to have to let you go
Today is just another day, just like all the rest
You're still with someone else
I really want to tell you
I have tried my best
Every chance I get
There's always something in the way
Then I lose everything I tried to say
I will let you know...one day
Everyday when I wake up
I think of you and I hope
That this day will be different
Maybe, just maybe I will get the guts
To let you know how I feel
But, If I don't tell you I will go nuts
I know it seems like I'm going on and on
But you need to know I have loved you all along
From day one to now, nothing has changed
I know we're friends but my love remains
No matter what happens in the future
Even when I'm gone
I will always have feelings for you
If you're reading this than something happened
Because I was too scared to let you know
There's no telling what happened
But just know that I'll still never let you go