I lost everything

I lost you
I approached you
You said go away
I pushed on
You pushed away
I asked what was wrong
You said nothing
You didnt talk to me at all in 2 weeks
I thought our love was over
I wanted to say I love you
But I said I hated you
The last thing you said to me was go drop dead
Then I slammed the door to my room
You left my house crying
Sitting in your house
Knife held high in your hands
I wish you told
You bring it down
I wish i could have been there
You halo already around you neck
I know wats coming
It makes contact
I miss you
You kick the stool blood dripping neck broken
I want you back
Goodbye I love you