Broken

Deceived by smiles and laughter
I never would've thought
That I could be so blind
To what you're really not

You're not the guy who loves me
Yet you pretended for so long
Deceiving me with words
That I should've seen were wrong

You're not the guy who cared about me
When I tried to commit suicide
You can't be the same guy
That was always there when I cried

My arms are butchered
It was the only thing I could do
I tried to sleep at night
But I couldn't stop thinking of you

My lungs are full of addictive smoke
From all the time I tried to forget
I can't stop now
I can't get away from this s h i t

You've got your wish, I'm broken
And invisable to your eyes
I never really exsisted to you
All we could've had, was washed away with lies