So lost

I really dont even know what to say
It seems so hopeless,
So impossible
I really dont know what to do.

I cant talk to you
Cuz then you get mad
But I just want to say
Sometimes you make me sad.

Its just the walking away
And leaving behind
Im scared youll leave forever
You I will no longer be able to find.

We are fine when its just us
But as soon as they come
Youre gone, out the door
No longer by my side.

I hate to write this,
To write it again, but i feel i have to
Dont worry though my friend
Ill always be here..