Letting GO

I hadn't seen you in a while,
my heart leapt at the sight,
but it sank back down again,
after the news you brought that night.

I managed to hide the pain,
I didn't want you to see,
you should be happy now,
not busy feeling sorry for me.

my heart's been slowly breaking,
but you shattered it in one breath,
I'm not crying for you now,
but for love and it's death.

I feel so hopeless now,
but in time I will heal,
I'm getting stronger everyday,
already I'm forgetting how to feel.

I guess it's all my fault,
I wear my heart on my sleeve,
but you didn't have to break it,
you didn't have to leave.

Now look at where you are,
your world seems such a mess,
Do you really love her?
or were you corrupted by the stress?

If only you had kept your word,
life wouldn't be so hard,
soon you'll be trapped in a world,
where you freedom will soon be barred.

But your decision's been made,
there's nothing I can do,
I only hope you love her,
and that she loves you too.

Because if you weren't really happy,
and if you weren't able to love,
that would hurt me more,
than anything written above.

They say that if you love someone,
you should let them go,
it's a very painful lesson to learn,
believe me this I know.

And even-though it hurt,
I knew I had no choice,
letting you go was torture,
but in my heart I heard a voice.

It told me to fake a smile,
an that I had to do what was right,
I gave you one last hug,
then my heart gave up the fight.

Of course I'll always love you,
and if you need help I'm here,
as long as you're happy,
there's nothing for me to fear.

~Monstergrrl