What i do because of u

I did it once,but i stopped

i did that to my arm because of someone,

i love him so much, that every time i cut myself,

i cried and thought of him.

i dreamed and cried realizing 'I'll never be with u.

u say u care about me,
but then why did u do this to me,

why did u lie to me in the beginning of the year.

i know u don't care about me,
u just feel sorry for me,

and now i feel sorry that I'm alive i was better of not even knowing u in the first place.

i cry myself to sleep thinking of one question will

he ever change his mind about me? then i realize probally never.

this is what i do because of u.