When Life Despites You

What happens when you don't have any hopes
That your life will get better
Were the only way you can truly
Express yourself is in a letter

When life is turning down on you
And these four walls keep getting closer
As the roof deteriorates and falls apart quick
When it seems it life couldn't get any slower

Everyone you care about treats you bad
Tells you your the worst person they know
And that if you don't change quick enough
They will leave you in sorrow and say "I'm sorry, i now have to go"

Nothing seems to get better
But yet it can't get any worse
You feel like the ground that's walked on
By the people, a dog, ant, and a horse

You feel lower than anything you can imagine
Lower than dirt
Lower than sand at the bottom of the sea
Or even the dirty stains on a worthless shirt

You look into peoples eyes
And see the anger they hide
As if they have the biggest smile
Or try to show the biggest pride

You see it all so clearly
And wish u were they
To be able to fall asleep at night
With out crying, just on your bed lay

But you know that will never happen
Because you are the worst of the humana
Worst anyone can see, hear, or speak of
You are the worst, Diana...

Diana Cardero ©