Broken

Fighting seems useless
Resistance in vain
As much as I try
I give into the pain

So heavily broken
Broken by pain
But wanting to hurt
Again and again

Someday I'll try
To salvage this life
Scattered in pieces
By the blade of my knife

Though hiding the pain
I have a reputation to uphold
But underneath this mask
I struggle to fit the worlds mould

Though it manages to comfort
This hollow place
Buried deep within me
Refusing gods grace

(it's pretty crappy but was one of my first poems)