What it's gone be?

IT'S BEEN SO LONG I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN,
IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN THE PAIN THAT I'M IN, SO I'M USING MY PEN,

BUT I LOVE YOU AND THAT'S REAL,
IF SOMETHINGS GOING WRONG I'LL LET YOU KNOW THE DEAL.

WHEN I SEE YOU WITH OTHER GIRLS IT HURTS ME DEEP DOWN INSIDE,
AND WHEN I GET HOME I REALLY WANNA CRY.

YEAH, I MAY FLIRT WITH OTHER BOYS SOMETIMES BUT YOU COME FIRST,
AND BY YOU SHOWING NO FEELINGS IT MAKES IT EVEN WORST.

SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT ALL THE THINGS YOU PUT ME THROUGH,
AND I ALLOW IT TO HAPPEN BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

YOU KNOW I REALLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU,
BUT YOU TURN MY LOVE AWAY FOR RELATIONSHIPS TO LAST FOR A MONTH OR TWO.

SO MAKE YOUR DECISION, WHAT'S IT GONE BE,
ARE YOU GONE MESS WITH THEM OTHER GIRLS OR YOU GONE BE WITH ME.