Y did you !!!!!!!

Y can\'t u love me... y can\'t u be here.... y do u have 2 have a girlfriend... y do u lead me on... y do u forget to call... y do u ignor me.... 2 many y and not enuff answers.... u lead me 2 beleave that i\'m the 1... when u say shez is... i\'m so confuzed yet so in love... u don\'t know i love u... u don\'t know how i feal... u think were friend... yet in my eyez were so much more... u think u know me... u don\'t ! u think u could tell any thing about me.. u can\'t ! I wan\'t 2 tell u but i can\'t... i\'m afraid.. afraid 2 be rejected.. afraid 2 be unloved.. afraid 4 u 2 think of me in a way unreal.. y! y do u do this 2 me? o.k. this is it is it me or her ?