Dear Heavenly Father

Dear heavenly Father why is my mind so corrupted, why do i feel so much pain?
I remember when everything was so good but things ain't the same.

'Feeling like I can't stand strong anymore,
through this weakness it's so hard for me to get on my knees and pray to the Lord.

What's wrong with me?
Where is the Tye that i use to be?

Lord, why do I do things in action that my heart don't mean to do?
then I later realize and tell myself Tye that ain't you.

I'm tired of feeling unwanted
I'm tired of feeling ashame
I'm tired of all the drama
I'm tired of feeling this pain.

Of loneliness, fatherless, friendless, etc...
Lord, please bless me and make me feel more betta.

It just goes to show you that I'm different and all the pain is built deep inside,
cause outside lookin in I have a lot to hide.