I'm drowning in my tears
I'm choking on my lies
I'm bleeding all my anger
Sometmies, I just want to die.
I'm waiting with my broken pills
I'm waiting for someone to come
I'm waiting with my black ashes
I'm waiting for someone to find me.
Because, for him, it'll end
I'll discard my blade,
and spill no more beads of red regret.
No longer will I smoke cigars
The house'll be scented of our sweet love.
I'm waiting for my hero, because I can't be my own....
To be held and loved is all I need to know.....