Sometimes i feel like i can't take anymore
i feel so ashamed i want to close my life's door
i feel sad and a alone in this mixed up place
whatever i do i still picture his face
his cute friendly smile and puppy dog eyes
who knew that behind it was all secrets and lies
he messed with my head,my mind and my heart
he made me fall and ripped me apart
he knew what he'd done,he played the game well
he said he would catch me that moment i fell
I'm not saying i did nothing wrong
but i didn't expect to be hurting this long
my heart and my soul just ain't the same
i don't know if they ever will be again
i played my life well and never got hurt
now i know how it feels to get tossed in the dirt
I'm tired of wearing a fake smile on my face
sometimes i just need to get out of this place
to be somewhere where my laugh is read
to be safe and secure and i know how i feel
i hate wearing the mask and all the lies
i hate that the pain still shows through my eyes
i still feel the same as the day that i died
i still hear the anger and the tears i cried
i still can't get over the pain he gave me
i still cry all alone where no one can see
led in my bed all alone at night
crying and crying no friend but moonlight
i don't understand why hes come back again
he finished it before he won the game
the feeling inside still won't go away
i hate what he's done but the feelings still stay
