My suicide

Kill me slowly,
let me die,
but first let me say,
my last good-bye
because this is my suicide!

I never wanted to live this life,
that I hate,
f u c k my reality and,
f u c k my fate!

So many days that went by,
and i prayed to god that my life would end.
All these thoughts flowing through my head,
knowing I never want to live again.

To all the people I dearly love,
Just know that I am sitting with god above.
I asked him for forgivness and he accepted..
so this is it,
I'm walking through the gates of heaven!