This time*~*

Waiting to see if you will come back
is almost more than i can take
are you really telling the truth this time?
or is it all a fake?

do you really want me back
or do you just want anyone?
maybe you just need someone by your side,
and i just happened to be that one

i like to think that you really want me, that i'm not just being used
but right now so many thoughts run through my head;
i am so confused

i don't know how you could have gotten over her so quickly
but i guess i should understand that, because you did the same thing to me

i don't know why you ran to her
when you were hurt inside
when i was the one who was always there,
even when you lied

i was the one there to pick you up
whenever you fell down
but the day my life was ruined,
you were nowhere to be found

you were too busy thinking about you and feeling sorry for yourself
when i was left here all alone
and was forced to live in this hell

when you left me here all alone
my entire life turned black
but i really don't know what to do;
do i really want you back?

deep down i know i want you,
i want to be more than your friend
but i'm so scared to give you my heart back,
so scared to be hurt again