FAKE

When I get to heaven I want to see god and his hands,
Just nobody here really understands.

Why do the tears I cry gather to make a pond,
I call heavens number but I get no respond.

Where can I go and who will I see,
I’m just trying to get by in this world by being me.

I cant act fake its against my own rules,
All these big boobed, blond hair, blue eyed fools.

But I just keep trying through all my pain,
I just try so hard I sometimes go insane.

Dont call me fat dont call me thin,
The devil frowned on this earth so we must sin.

I have some good friends but some are to good,
I want them to help I know that they would.

If they knew about my dreams and all my breaths,
Then I probably would see all these sorrowful deaths.

I want to be me and nobody cares,
Everyone just watches and laughs and stares.

I no longer care what they think I just sit here,
Those people out there are no longer my fear.

So goodbye to the makeup and all of that crap,
All of those fake girls I want to slap!