I know where you've been don't lie to me this time..
Omg here we go again..Im being convicted of a crime..
What's that smell?, Have u been smoking?...
Yes, I've been drinking too! Nah im just joking..
See u think everything's a joke until someone ends up dead..
Yea I've heard, Date Raped or a bullet in the head..
Everything we've been through and u still haven't learned!
I've heard this story before.."Im worried and concerned"
And what's with this older guy calling our house?
Whats with your divorce with your spouse?..
Don't get smart with me, That guy sounds like he's twenty!..
Whatever Mom, Im done with this conversation..
Yea hear the truth and all of a sudden your done?..
*The After math*
Dear Mom,
yea i heard the truth for once and couldn't handle the guilt/ And no i don't respect you under this house u and dad built/ Ive been going through a lot and was to scared to talk to you/Afraid you'd tell me u were right, Afraid of what youd do/ So now i sit here writing this suicide letter to tell u finally how i feel/ I love u Mom and im sorry for all this...foreal/ Sorry for taking your money when u were sleeping in your room/ Sorry for that time we got into that fight, and i hit u with that broom/ Ive done a lot of wrong and caused a lot of pain/ i always treated u like shit and acted so vain/So for this im giving up on life, No more dealing with this stuff/ Ive said it before but this time its not a bluff/ just remember i love u and never will u be alone/ I jus wont walk in the house late anymore..wont call in late on the phone/ Wont harass u when u don't give me money/ Just promise me on thing, That u wont forget me... ....Mommy...Im Sorry...
And with that She grabbed her Mothers picture, With the barrel to her head..
Put it against her lips, and punched the lead...
Leaving behind this suicide letter,
Hoping by her taking this action her moms life would be better.
