I AM LOST NEVER TO BE FOUND
EVERY TIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I FROWN
I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING YOU
AND NOW IM LOSING MYSELF TOO
I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAD TO LEAVE
AND NOW ALL I EVER WANT TO DO IS SCREAM
WHY CANT ANYONE SEE
WHAT THIS HAS DONE TO ME
THE TEARS INSIDE MY EYES
AND THE TEAR INSIDE MY HEART
AND THAT MY LIFE HAS FALLEN APART
I WILL NEVER HEAL AGAIN
OR NEVER AGAIN SAY AMEN
BECAUSE GOD LET ME DOWN
HE TOOK YOU AWAY WITHOUT A SOUND
AND AS I SIT IN THIS CHAIR
I LOOK OVER AND WISH YOU WERE THERE
I HAVE GIVEN UP ON LOVE
AND LET IT FLY AWAY LIKE A DOVE
AND AS I CRY MYSELF ASLEEP
ALL THOSE MEMORIES WILL HAUNT ME
AND AS I AM AWAKE
MY BIG OLD SMILE IS A FAKE
SO I ASK GOD
THE ONE WHO LET ME DOWN
TO TAKE ME TO WITHOUT A SOUND
SO I CAN SEE DANNY'S FACE
AND LEAVE THIS STUPID UGLY PLACE
YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE
UNTIL YOU LIVE MY STUPID LIFE
WITH ONLY A COUPLE OF FRIENDS
AND ALWAYS WISHING YOUR LIFE WOULD END
TO FEEL LIKE YOUR IN A PRISON
WHERE ONLY DEATH CAN LET YOU OUT
AND TO HAVE YOUR LIFE FULL OF DOUBTS
TO HAVE YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE
GET TAKEN AWAY AND SENT TO THE ABOVE
AND HAVE YOUR PAIN KEPT INSIDE
AND LET IT ALL OUT WHEN YOUR OUT OF SIGHT
TO HAVE TO SLIT YOUR WRISTS
AND ACT LIKE LIFE IS A BLISS
WHEN YOU KNOW ITS ALL A LIE
AND YOU LOOK UP TO THE SKY
AND START TO CRY DEEP INSIDE
AND ASK YOURSELF WHY HE HAD TO DIE
YOU START TO THINK YOU WEREN'T GOOD ENOUGH
TO HAVE SOME ONE LIKE HIM
SO YOU WISH YOU COULD DIE
ON ANY SINGLE GIVEN NIGHT
BUT YOU CANT BECAUSE YOU KNOW THE TRUTH
IF I GO SOME ONE ELSE WILL TO
LIKE I DID WHEN YOU LEFT ME
SO I GUESS I ONLY HAVE MEMORIES
TO THINK OF YOU AND YOUR SMILE
AND ACT LIKE YOU'VE BEEN SLEEPING FOR AWHILE
THEN GO AROUND AND ACT HAPPY AND FREE
BUT KNOW YOUR ABOUT THE ONLY ONE I WANT TO SEE
SO I SIT IN THIS STUPID HOUSE AND REMEMBER YOU
AND FEEL UNSAFE WITHOUT YOU HERE
ALL I CAN SAY IS WHEN YOU LEFT I WAS HIT WITH A SPEAR
BUT NOT IN THE HEART, BUTJUST BELOW
BECAUSE GOD WANTS ME TO DIE SLOW
SO I START TO WHITHER AWAY
EACH AND EVERY SINGLE DAY
AND WATCH THE WORLD FADE AWAY
