My eyes just swell with tears everyday. To me nothing could ever go right. My life is just one big mess. Every time I walk threw my door I just wish that I was not here that i could just go away and not think or care about anything that i left on this world. I get yelled at for every little thing that I do wrong at home. i get hollered at by my teachers at school because they don't think that I am living up To my potential. how would they know that even i don't know that. Then there are my Friends who never care. Or at least that is what i think. then one of my good Friends just decided that she was going to go out with the one person that I have liked forever. So I don't think that she really cares. My eyes are just filled with tears every time that I wake up in the morning and I have to live this life over and over and over again. Sometimes I just wish that I could go away and get rid of the tears. Just be happy and leave the tears behind.
