I don't know how it got this far,
My heels and arms are really sore,
From everything that makes life too hard.
I can't handle all this pain much more.
But in all this pain I've found a way,
To deal with this crap from day-to-day.
I won't take my socks off with them around;
If they find out I'll surly drown
In all my pain and suffering
Multiplied by infinity,
Oh crap they know about my arms,
There goes the silent loud alarm,
It won't shut up until they see,
That all this shit isn't helping me.
A certain teacher I think may know,
But I don't want her to fret over me
'Cause I'm really not worth all the worry;
And the stress and pain she doesn't need
I keep to myself so I can save
Those who do care from my pain.
I know she means to do well,
But I want to save her from my hell.
I don't wanna live, but I don't wanna die,
Oh how I just wanna go home and cry.
