Silence the phone time after time. I feel like I've given up and your not worth fighting for anymore.
She Won, I give up now.
I wasn't fighting to be the girl you cuddled with or the girl you hold, just the one who was there when times got cold.
I'm trying not to care of wonder, "How come I'm not the one sitting there?"
That used to be me, you know the one who'd sit there and try to follow along. Is she like that? Does she really care, or is she just trying to fit in, act like she's there.
No one will ever know just how much I really do care, I used to look forward to your calls and always keep my phone in hand, I wouldn't ever let it fall. The second it rang I was up and happy as ever, I dropped everything just to talk. I tried to hide that, act like I didn't care. But I Think you know when I'm just sitting there.
Not having you there when times get Rough made me want to stop everything and come running back to you. I know better now, I don't care anymore.
I'll try to be happy just give me time, we'll both get over everything and learn to move on, so just let go. And let her know she's the one you really want to hold.
