I Failed

I Loved you then as I still do
After all you put me through
I wish it was just me and you
but she came in and you left too

I told you I'd be here no matter what
Even after you mess with that s.l.u.t
I said I'd kill myself but
That was if you broke up with me, you nuts

When you still hug me and your smell hits me
I get back all memories
You and I is all I see
But then I come back to reality

I see you as you and her kiss
I envy her it's you I miss
And Instead of leaving me so pissed
So I just want to cut off her lips

I miss you so much it hurts
I want you in MY arms not hers
And just like when my black cat purrs
I want our love to re-occur