Deadly Crush

I love you even more
Every time you say 'Hi'
It seems I'm always on the floor
When you see, you just sigh

I wish you could see me alone
When I'm sad and dying inside
With the cord of the phone
Pulled out, laying by my side

Do I seem so pitiful?
Is that why you are always cruel?
Am I really so dutiful?
I'm not enough to cause a duel

The scars on my wrist
Sting in memory
I have so much to do on my list
Before I end my sad story

I hope one day
That people will learn
Think about what they say
So it will not burn

Depression is death in disguise
False in all ways proper
Blackened, dull eyes
Skin of thin paper

I wish you hadn't said that
Wish you didn't kill me self-esteem
Stop pushing at
The life I was deemed

Please stop hurting me!
The pain is shotting through my very soul
Why can't you see what I see?
Death is my ending goal.