I'm on my own with you

I won't show that I'm afraid
and I refuse to cry
Cause I can't be weak
when you need me to be strong

but it's sending shiver down my spine
and the tears fill my eye
I crash down in pain
you look at me and just stare

Inside I'm screaming to you
pick me up, hold me in your arms
but the words that leave my lips
tell you it's okay, that I don't need help

you turned your back at me
and I knew you didn't understand
I wasn't telling the truth
and I hoped you'd discover the lie

I realized I was on my own
even when you were with me