Believe this pain

In this world I'm all alone
I'm by myself
Always at home

I lock myself in my room
Everything pitch black
I cut myself, I chocke myself
I have my own heart attack

I want to be free from all the crying
Free from all the stress
Free from all the misery
Free from all the mess

I cut to relieve the pain
I suffer everyday
I focus on the pain
It's the only thing that's real

Nothing is forver
Forver is a lie
All we have is the time
Between hello and goodbye