I\'ve let it all out. Will you listen? To:Dad

My tear drops fall to the ground and shatter
My broken heart no longer matters
Hanging high wrapped in ribbon and lace
Blood drops drip onto my face
I can\'t take life anymore
I hang five feet above the floor
It was my time to go
I\'m sorry i never let you know
The hurt that lived inside of me
The hurt that stopped me from being happy
I cry my heart out
I stare at myself in a mirror and pout
I'm nothing but a mess
My heart burdened by pain and stress
Scars on my wrists
Scars on my face
Hanging high wrapped in ribbon and lace
I tried to forget the memories that hurt
I tried to get away from the people that kept my soul on alert
I was meant to live for so much more
I don\'t want to lock myself behind a door
With a razorblade in my hand
And a slice down my chest
Yes it\'s dumb, but my body is so numb
Blood just reminds me that I\'m real
And this nightmare is my life
That I live everyday pretending that everythings ok
I\'m so sorry,
All I ever wanted was to be happy
And now I\'m gone
Leaving you all alone
And maybe now you\'ll notice me
Remember the look of my face
Hanging high wrapped in ribbon and lace
Maybe now you\'ll feel my pain
I aquired from being so vain
From being to blind to see
The darkness that\'s taken ahold of me
And now I\'m dead
Maybe you\'ll sing a melody
Maybe you\'ll shed a tear for me
And think of all the years I\'ve been with you
And all the tears I\'ve cried over you
Seems like nothing else mattered
Then for you to witness my heart shatterDoes my death make you happy?
Maybe now you can accept my apology
I was too stubborn to let you into my head
To scared to get hurt again
And now you have to live with the fact that I\'m dead
All this blood was spilt over you
Tears were cried when I was helpless; when I didn\'t know what to do
This pain was never spoken
And now my heart is broken
I always wanted to be free
To get you to noticed me
To have you help me through hard times
To have you stop me from commiting self-mutation crimes
I wanted your encouragement
I wanted your understanding
I wanted you to notice me; to remember my face
Hanging high wrapped in ribon and lace
But now I\'m gone
You left me wondering how
You could say you love me, but it was all a lie
I wonder if you ever laughed at me while I cried
Do you ever notice when I bleed
Have you ever noticed I\'m the one in need?
Or are you too selfish and din\'t know
That I was slowly letting go
Slowly fading away from you
To keep from being a disgrace (in your eyes)
Hanging high wrapped in ribbon and lace
Your opinion always mattered to me
How come your memories could never let me be
I lay on the ground, I am so low
But I\'m kinda happy that you finally know
What was trapped inside my hear
But now it doesn\'t matter
Because I\'m dead