Never the same again...

[[I wrote this myself! It might not be the best poem out there but it is how i feel!!]]

Nothing will ever be the same again! I have done a lot of growing up lately and I have decided I am ready for a change in my life!

Things between us will never be the same, because I am not going to let them! I am tired of all the drama in my life! I am finished with the fake 'friendship' it is not worth my time and energy any longer!

I have tried to be nice and a friend to you but it is not worth all the drama and pain. Since you have called me a 'bad friend' ((more than once, behind my back)) why do you even bother?! I am not going to waste my time in call you a 'friend' and keep getting hurt!

I am who I am and I will not change for you or anybody else! You are not going to tell me who to be friends with and who not to be friends with! No longer will I worry about what you think of me because honestly I do not care anymore!

Somehow, you get everybody to feel sorry for you and it works. At one point I felt sorry for you too, but not anymore! I am tired of it all! You need to grow up and take some responsibility for you own actions!

I cannot call you a friend. We never really have been 'friends', but I did not want to hurt your feelings, but it is time you face reality you are just an acquaintance!

You always blow things way out of proportion which causes all the drama! Trying to make me feel guilty because of something YOU did and that I had nothing to do with is so very lame! ((too bad it did not work!))

You apologizing by saying you are a stupid retard with depression is just another way for me to feel sorry for you and to say everything is going to be alright. Guess what!! Everything will never be alright because I am not putting up with any of it anymore!

I forgave you, but nothing will ever be the same again!!