I cant remember how, and I cant remember why. But why I'm lying here tonight with a blade in my hand and cuts on my arm leaning against my bathroom floor?
I cant stand the pain and I cant make it go away. I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread , I want to start this life all over again. I want to scream, I want to die, I just want to break down and cry.
I feel out of place, I just want to run away and never go back to that horrid place. you dont know what its like when nothing goes right , and you dont know what its like to feel left out and you dont know what its like to live a life in hell.
I'm stuck in a world I hate, and the world that hates me back. I'm sick and tired of everyone around me pretending to be something their not.
I'm on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save me, I feel so lost and alone right now that I just want death to take me. Life is a living hell but no body can ever tell.
