Oh how i wait..

Another one of my old poems so it sint that great

Cried myself to sleep last nite
As I heard you and mum fight
Dont you know how much I hate it?
Every time you yell it makes me feel like s**t
Why do you have to argue?
Would u stop if you knew?
How much the burns me up inside
How many tears you caused me to cry
But instead my crimson river silently flows
You pay no attention so youll never know
I could die my hair bright green
And you wouldnt notice until I was like eighteen
All you care about is work
And when you around all you cause is hurt
Arent dads supposed to be fun?
When Im supposed to have two loving parents, I was only given one
If you died I wouldnt shed a tear
Wouldnt make a difference is you werent here?
But wait a minute yes it would
It would make a difference for the good
The pain you choose would drift away
Oh how I wait for that day