You saw me cutting my self right on the vain,
all you could do is wonder if i felt any pain,
i cant fell anything, every thing is numb,
i see blood surrounding me,
and then i ask my self why didn't i go deeper?
why must god bring me so much pain?
why do i say i hate my life,
I'll tell you why i don't have no one to love me,
I'm all alone in this cold hearted world,
then you wonder what about my family?
well who cares about the youngest child, all the attention is on the oldest and middle children,
try going home at night, with no light, and no life,
your family's off celebrating an (A) when i just sponcierd to go to (UAW),
but no ones home no one cares,
my friends i don't have any all i have is back stabbing people now you see why I'm a lonely girl in the hotel bathroom cutting so deep into her vain,
i hate this perfect people that say there life is crap because there anorexic,
well so what trying being poor and anorexic you think you got it bad ha look over here and you'll see me a poor anorexic girl trying to take her life away because no one wanted her in the first place..
