L[i]L Dr[@]MaTiC

I have wished upon so many stars
and cried so many tears
I have said all that I can say
I've told you all my fears

I have made the same promise
that I know I'll always break
I say I will stop loving you
but all my words are fake

I try to tell myself my lies
try to make myself believe
that this is a good thing
good, that you choose to leave

but i just keep on lying
and I can't take it anymore
I can't find a reason
what exactly am I living for

I know it sounds dramatic
but to me our love was real
I may sound like a drama queen
but it shows everything I feel.