I wish I could of told you
before you had to go..
you were a best friend anyone could know you helped me through times and let me stay with you I miss you dear buddy loved you .. I wish I could have told you before god took you away. Everyday after mark was done school we would head over to your house .. so you guys could smoke some bud. I probably should'of told you, considering I seen you everyday I thought I had more time. It never should of been this way I don't like thinking about you every time I look at my cell, but I have to keep that picture on the screen saver in memory of you. Just thinking about you makes me want to cry. you were only 16 way to young to die.. RIP Tegan forever shall you be missed by me and the rest. I know mark really missed you. I was called by your school the day mark found out you had died. Me and mark were supposed go to that party, instead we didn't I blame myself for what happened to you.. Mark cried his eyes out. I had to stay with him for a long time after this happened, He talked about you all the time, it was sad I didn't tell him I love you either, I never told a soul, I didn't want to bring your name up after you passed. I miss you soo much .. here I am trying not to cry, I can't hold the tears back, I couldn't get to your funeral.. It was to far away, I'm sorry dear Tegan, I love you soo much. I just wish I could've told you that I loved you.
People -never keeps your feelings hiding, because you know what's gonna happen-
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I know this isn't really like a poem but I need to write it out ..
