For most of my life I‘ve blamed you,
I've treated you like shit,
Bur I've realised what I've done,
But it's me I want to kick.
I have told you this poem separate,
And kept you far apart,
But you are the most special,
For you touch the bottom of my very heart.
Whenever I fell over, you were there,
Whenever I cried, you were there,
Whenever my father hurt me, you were always there,
But mum I really did care.
If you fall over, I want to be there,
If you cry, I want to be there,
If you're hurt, mum I want to be there,
For you've never felt I've cared.
My father left me all alone,
And I took it out on you,
But I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused,
For now there's been a breakthrough.
Mum you're my main idol,
And I look up to you alone,
But love I've fund hard to show,
But love shall now be shown.
You're my mum called Susan,
My soul mate and my friend,
And to you I'm truly thankful,
For our friendship shall never descend.
I love you mum with all my heart,
But I can't bear to be apart,
‘Cos, I've always felt so blue,
I'm telling you and only you,
I truly will always love you.
(this is a poem i wrote for my mum last Christmas as we were going through a bad patch due to my self harm and depression and i can always explain how i really feel through poetry,so please take the time to rate it and comment it please,it would truly be appreciated)