I'm claustrophobic
i hate spiders
i don't like being alone in the dark
I'm scared of leaving this place with regrets
or making wrong decisions
but i think what I'm most afraid of is....
being alone
i don't want to be one of those people who stay single so they can have a little fun or be 35 and picking up guys at the bar
or miss out on grandchildren and not being able to have my dad walk me down the isle
I'm afraid of not having someone to hold me as i sleep through out the night
or to take my hand and make sure I'm on the right track to remind me everyday that i have a reason to live and that i can be happy
I'm afraid of looking to hard and missing out on whats right in front of me
or walk away because of something really little and stupid
I'm afraid that I'm going to be one of those people who always talk and think about love
driving themselves insane worrying about what to do and never finding anything
