What's the point of living anymore
i don't have a good reason like before
I have a serious form of depression
And hurting myself is an obsession
If I'm not craving drugs
I sure as hell ain't wanting hugs
I'm wanting to smoke or drink
I don't have time to stop and think
I don't want to be this friendly girl
I don't want to be apart of this world
My family says they love me
But they don't say one word when we see
My mother & i never will be the same
And i think that I'm the one to blame
I must've done some kind of mistake
To have our relationship break
I miss my friends way too much
Who have gone to heaven & such
I want to join them, hand in hand
I want to talk to them since they actually understand
I'm going to leave this place
With a huge smile on my face
Because so many people are breaking my heart
And laughing while i fall apart
Here's the time where i say goodbye
And i giggle instead of starting to cry
I can't take this place one more minute
But to yous who care: I'm sorry that i did this
