Temporarely Feeling

The night is dark, the winds are strong
the sky is glistening with stars along

the breeze against my sensitive face
makes me remember, as my heart will race

your arms around me wrapped up tight
suddenly this feeling is not a delight

you tell me how much you always care
my heart is screaming, too much to bare

I still have that feeling deep inside
I'm frightened to say what I hide

could it be that I really enjoy
the feelings I'm having for this boy?

or maybe I'm too young to actually know
what I want and where I must go

every night together is all and more
but do I really know what I can adore?

is this feeling actually real?
or is it a phase that I temporarily feel?