Another Suicide For Me.

I'm cutting so deep,
I feel the blood seep,
Another tear falls,
As the blood pours,

A tear for each line,
This isn't the first time,
And it wont be the last,
Just another blast from the past,

Another box of tablets,
Life is another bet,
And once it has all ended,
No one will be offended.

This time will make is seven,
Since I was eleven,
It's just another story of hate,
All beginning with rape,

I feel my mind go blank,
I see my world go black,
I feel my life fading away,
I am hoping this is the last day,

Nothing more do I feel,
Until I wake to a hospital meal,
Push it away onto the floor,
I don't want to be here anymore,

Rip the wires out my skin,
Don't make me live, I'm dead within,
Can't you see I don't want to be here,
Don't you know it's life I fear,

You can try and talk me round,
But it wont work, my lifes hit the ground,
You say that I'm a danger to myself,
So why wont you let me be someone else,

Let me die, let me see,
It's so hard just to try and be,
Just let me die, one life less,
After all this life is a mess....