If you live a life of death why not die
if you feel sad why don't you cry
instead of keeping it all locked in side
u get home go upstairs and hide
u look at your arms what a mess you've made
but u don't care your prepared to do it again and get the blade
if you got a temper stress at me loose your head
some times I think I'm better of dead
a colored rainbow wouldn't be there without rain
your smile wouldn't mean so much without your pain
but see I get that blade like I don't care
I see a grave and I see me there
I see this in my dreams
but you see it ain't as bad ain't seems
At least up there I wouldn't have all his to drag me to the floor
if I'm here what am I really for?
I ain't here for a reason
I might a well go and stop breathing
don't be sad because I'm leaving
just because I'm gone don't mean you can't have fun
I grab a bullet and load my gun
pulled my trigger at my head
sorry mate now I'm dead
