The Scars

One...
One scar for the real me,
that no one understands.

Two...
Two scars for the pain,
the pain you caused.

Three...
Three scars for family,
they don't know when to stop.

Four...
Four scars for not knowing,
who I really am.

Five...
Five scars for not caring,
not caring about anything anymore.

Six...
Six scars for being invisible,
invisible to you.

Seven...
Seven scars for missing it,
missing the good times.

Eight...
Eight scars for wishing,
wishing my time is almost over.

Nine...
Nine scars for them,
for my "friends".

Ten...
Ten scars for everyone,
everyone who has wanted to just *die*.