What Has Happened

I treated you good
didn't I
I did everything for you
don't lie

You know its true
so how could you do this
Hurt me this bad
And say the things you did

Yea I know I wasn't perfect
but you know i tried
I know it hurt
to find out I lied

But I was only protecting you
trying to get us to last
Cause I knew we rushed into this
way to fast

We didn't think it through
and part of that fault is mine
But I couldn't help it
cause you made all my problems fine

Its like nothing mattered
when we were in the same place
Hell we could just be on the phone
we didn't have to be in face to face

Just talking to you
made time fly by
hours seemed like minutes
we started talking at 7pm and now its a quarter till 5

No one got it, or us
or understood why
But things were different
between you and I

But now things have changed
at first you were sweet and faithful
Now you do all kinds of things
that make you seem hateful

What happened
wasn't my love enough
Why do you do this
why do you make this so tough

You told my friend
you and him could...do stuff
I read the messages
what the f**ck

I thought we meant something
maybe thats just me
But now look
its all as f**cked up as can be

Now your talking crazy
about suicide and cutting yourself
What, why? I don't understand
whats that about

Why when you know it hurts me
more than words can say
What did I do
to deserve this pain

Well if you do it
and you succeed
Then i guess this poem
you'll never read

So if your gone
before you see this
I'll put it in your coffin
So that you'll have a chance to read it