By the time you read this letter you probably already know i am dead, i just wanted to let you know i am sorry for the 15 years of pain i caused you with the in and out of jail thing and the running away from home i know you are crying and i am sorry for that i just want you to know i love you and i will probably never see you again seeing that i am in hell and not heaven and don't cry for me i cried enough for me you and dad i love you and will miss you now i have to go I have a date with the Devil....