I try to find the reasons,
Why you dont love me...
I cry myself to sleep at night,
Because i know you holding her.
It kills me to think, that i trusted You with my heart.
I push a blade into my skin every night, to try to get rid of my pain.
Its like it distracts me from thinking of you.
As i sit here, thinking of what we had,
I think of how pittiful i look..
I just keep repeating every word you have ever said to me..But it doesnt help..
Now i know why you choice was her instead of me..
And its all because i loved you...
