Am i ?

Ya know, people just don't get it. In fact, I don't even get it anymore..Ever since we met, we've always been really close ;; closer than close. We were best friends, but it seemed like there was something there. We were always together, always smiling. Everything in the world seemed to suddenly make sense when you were right there beside me. I felt it, did you not? Everyone else saw it, they even talked about it to me. Did they not to you? all i ever heard was 'gosh you guys are perfect..when are you going to go out?' or 'what are you guys trying to pull? The longest 'will they, wont they' relationship in the history of the world?' All those times we spent together just holding each other? Did they mean nothing to you? I don't know, maybe i'm crazy, maybe i'm blind for ever even imagining us being together. Am i?